The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.

⇨December 7, 2009

I honestly can't believe I'm still on you. It's been two months now, you've moved on clearly cause you have a new girl while I'm here trying to move on. I was going through my pictures on my computer and I found "our picture" that I made for you. Remember when we went to best buy across stc, and "a friend" took a picture of us looking into the computer screen? Then remember at naba, the 5th of september and another "friend" took a picture of us together? Well, if you still have the picture of us that I made for you, it was us looking into the computer screen where I put our picture at naba. I loved it so much, I missed it tons, I started to cry. Knowing that I'm still here, trying to fight my feelings for you and your there enjoying your life with your girlfriend. I honestly, wish I can go back in time and fix that problem we had. Everyone said we could've made it work, they said we could've been perfect together. I wish you believed it too, I knew you liked me as much as I liked you. But I know that you needed someone that you could see everyday, talk to everyday, hang out with. I'm on the other hand, is nothing like that. We can probably talk everyday, but when it comes to seeing each other, its tough because we live pretty far form each other. Well only like 2-3 hour bus ride. We could've probably seen each other every weekend. I really miss our times, our phone calls, our jokes, our everything! I just wish we have another chance with each other.. I'm happy you've moved on, now its just my turn.