what is love?

⇨November 27, 2009

Can you honestly answer that question without a doubt? I surely can't. Who knows what love really is, It's not like you get from your own family. I hate love. Not just because of some boy, fuck a waste mon like I said. Not just because your friends don't love you. What hurts is that in your own family, it doesn't feel like they love you. What's the point of love when you feel like your own family doesn't love you. I know I don't show it, but I really do love them. If I didn't, why would I be crying my eyes out at night, wondering, feeling like you my own family doesn't treat me like the rest. I trust in you, you have no trust in me. I'm trying to build a relationship between us, but what's the point of one when there is no trust? I honestly want to solve this problem, its not the first time I had this feeling before. I love you guys, I trust you guys with all my heart. But you guys are breaking that little heart inside me. So can you show me what love is? No matter what, I still love you, your my family <3