you are not alone.

⇨October 10, 2009

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...
- mj, <3
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that song just made me realize, how much I really miss you. I tried to fix things, I try to talk to you, your not online whenever I'm not online. When I call, there's always an excuse of you not being there. I really hope you read this and the other post and tell me what you think, I want to talk to you! I feel so stupid right now, I miss you so damn much! There was this one night were I just played all these slow jams and back tracked and then just broke down and cried! Like, I really don't understand what happened here, I wish you can tell me what happened. Cause I really don't know what did. I still have every memory safe with me, like it was just yesterday. But reality is, that they were just a month ago. Wow, a month already? This fucken stinks. I'm keeping every memory I have, cause right now that's all I have left of you. I feel like you hate me, I feel like your avoiding me. But I guess I gotta move on now right? Just keep in mind of that song above and the song forever ain't enough because that's the song I told you about that is for you. I miss you, and I hope you miss me too. I can't do anything to make things right now can I? Well, I guess I should just stop. I'm making myself look stupider..