takes time.

⇨September 2, 2009

I haven't really bloggled in a while now, i've been meaning to cause I have so much to say. Right now, i'm not really feeling good like so many things are bugging me :( but its okay, half of the things I can deal with and try to forget about it but the rest i'm not sure. I'll just have to face it myself. so it's like wednesday on the last week of summer, i'm trying to make the best out if and so far so good. hopefully it gets better before school starts. before I was excited that school was approaching, now that this week has came, I don't want it to come. I want summer to stay :( I'll miss so much people especially those who I've spent this week with <3 well except one, he's my cousin so it doesn't really matter, lol. ohman, I never really thought i'd feel like this but I did. and not the bad feeling, but the good feeling yknow, winkwink ;) haha. I wanna say so much here but yet I don't want to give away things or else it'll be weird and what not. I guess i'll just have to wait, it takes time if you want something to happen. kso, I really don't know how to feel right now but content? LOL, I feel like i'm writing my whole life story here but i'm just spitting out whatever's on my mind. Next blog post, I'll write about how i'm really "feeling" if you know what I mean ;)